Lately, I have been seeing a guy on he's 50, for some casual encounters str8 looking men I meet at a bar while he was waiting outside after a night of drinks I offer a ride and i drive home.he was telling me about his life situation and how life is not the same after he services 5yrs for DUI and drugs relate chargers, a single guy lost his family and how wasn't able to find a woman for sexual needs, so me feeling so attracted to this guy I offer my help on that situation he looks at me and says well ok I can use some help, I reach to his leg and I can already see the package growing inside those pants. I hit the big price I mean huge. almost a year and still sucking his gorgeous cock. always think that older men whit tattoos and ex conv are exceptional HOT!!!

So I've been laying here and as incredibly lonely person for the past 1 and 1/2 years and completely deprived of physical and sexual connection somehow someway I found my way 2 year post. And I was immediately captivated. Wow 42 now 434 years I only never knew I really wanted women and and forgive me I'm having to talk this into my phone so there will be a lot of run ons and it might not be all out tomorrow but I have to thank you because I literally as Mall the post was it was so eloquently wrote and I was able to literally by myself into that man and I took myself into it and what my mindset is and while it's something if that happened to me if I'd been that man you picked up I would have been so overwhelmed with fear so overwhelmed with anxiety but those messages you had that having another man seduce you having another man desire you like you would desire a woman thinking about another man would want to undress you and have you given an offer up your body to him something seems a very early age when I accidentally discovered a short story about a straight man who seduced by a gay man at a department store but it's totally resonated in me and as I was reading your story I became overwhelmed with so badly wanted to be in that situation because the beauty of it is all that paralyzing fear it's so overwhelming and just to give into it the actual feeling it's like an out-of-body experience giving in to what you can't really explain but you know finally you realize I realize just how incredibly powerless and insatiably addicted as well as how much I absolutely love cock.. in ways that are inexplicable transforming Waze I'm probably not normal I know I'm not and I don't really care it's an obsession something that I would give so badly to be in a situation right now kind of like you have with him where I could literally just have the sheer pleasure of worshipping another man being in the role of submission and obedience not a degrading way but being in a position where I'm overwhelmed with the feminine Quality Health how I and transformed into and it's not 1% fake were some roll it literally transformed me and it's all consuming I so badly wish the right man could somehow discover me and know that how Cheyenne Dell quickly I could be overwhelmed with being freaked out by something nasty someone could say work a treat me in a way that while there's a place for everything and I absolutely would love to feel and I know I have before I get the feeling of what a cock will make you do it literally makes you it turns you into hungry SWAT and that's beautiful. I just think there's such a special combination like to aqui and it takes such a person that I don't even know that they exist and it sucks because while I'm at all masculine looking man my body my body is really meant to be fucked and I have a gorgeous ass smooth lips anyway I'm rambling right now I just wanted to say and you probably won't be able to understand at all because I'm talking and not typing it in and not even able to really look at it but I had myself in that car I had myself in that position where while I'll always love being with living and have been with many of them always I put myself right there and exactly how I would have felt when I'm in a car with a stranger someone who I feel a connection with as a fellow person that's a decent person and wow I was never identifying as a man who I see myself not only experimenting with gay sex but at that very moment it kicked off and I became his I Can Only Imagine being with someone where at any moment he wants to be pleasured worshipped and needs to have all the comment that moment drained out of his balls it is something that I would absolutely fun infinite pleasure responsibility and I would never not be interested it would be something that would be such a beautiful thing I would crave it I know I'm not making sense and I'm rambling off but it's so funny how I read your story and I always obsess over cock and runs my whole day I just wish someone could discover me in a way and I could somehow Lisa Lisa deuced and someone's secret Maybe got it would do so well thank you again so much for your story it's been a very rough year and for at least a brief. Of time when I was reading your words it just had such a palpable feeling to me because wow I may have desired for the role of Beast which where if you had done that to me I would have given into it God what I've given into it and I would have salt 2 worship you in many ways and that would have been involved maybe just me being your bottom all that's what I prefer but you're awesome and forgive me all over the place run-on sentences and probably miss identify words that I was trying to saying the app that I talk to text into didn't use the right word